Pearls From Pain

Posts Tagged ‘art

Visions of Grandeur

Posted by: Farah on: October 1, 2009

if i had boots that were big enough,
i would put them on,
walk through bright pink paint
and stomp on the earth
to leave my footprints.
i’d want the world to remember me
and maybe i’m obnoxious
for wanting to stain it with my favorite color,
but i don’t want to just be
another broke down wannabe artist
too afraid to start shit
and content [...]

Prostitute

Posted by: Farah on: January 3, 2009

i remember the day when
one of my theatre teachers proclaimed
in a his usual loud, harsh yell of a voice:
“You’re all prostitutes!”
i took it as a joke,
cracked up about it
like the daily comics
but now it’s no longer funny
as i try to figure out
how to use my art
to make money.
am i selling my body?
maximizing my curves for [...]

The Life of a Foreigner

Posted by: Farah on: October 26, 2008

i look at what is beautiful
(supposedly)
and honestly find it
creepy.
is there something wrong with me?
perhaps i see from different eyes,
pick up in my pupils
objects unseen by the blind
yet i am visually impaired
with images people claim to be here.
i hear, “this is art”
and think, “how stupid.”
they say, “this is ridiculous”
and i respond, “how moving.”
i am brought to [...]

Me…It’s What’s For Dinner

Posted by: Farah on: October 8, 2008

SATURN DEVOURING HIS CHILDREN (1824) by Francisco de Goya.

i am a lovely dish
on a porcelain dinner plate.
who has the pleasure of devouring me tonight?
is it lust?
on some nights, that answer would be right,
but this time the diner is one
with a more refined taste.
his name is ambition
and he drools as he stares at my face.
he prefers [...]

This Big Ol’ Booty of Mine

Posted by: Farah on: September 30, 2008

upheld fists in the air no longer capture
all of what is me.
my booty holds the power
in this butt-clenching society.
in a world that is straight and narrow,
my backside is characterized by curves.
it stays full even when i am empty,
keeps me conscious of what’s behind me
as i move forward.

this big ol’ booty of mine,
a source of self-consciousness [...]

Fall of woMan

Posted by: Farah on: September 27, 2008

i forgot i was alive
until i got goosebumps.
i used to believe that my vitality was at its peak
when hot anger massaged my insides.
but summer has said farewell
and fall poisons my life.
when seasons change,
so do i.
sunshine slips away
and night outlives day.
how i get so much pleasure
from darkness now,
find such softness
in solitude.
parts of me fall off deep-rooted [...]

Survival

Posted by: Farah on: September 11, 2008

every day i walk miles and miles.
my legs have seen more hills
and my feet have stubbed more toes on sidewalks
than i can recount. if i had to count,
estimate how many miles i ambulate,
i’d have to confess that most of my traveling time
is spent inside of my mind.
i may sit in a cubicle from monday thru [...]

My Poetry

Posted by: Farah on: August 31, 2008

my poetry is a means of
talking to myself out loud
in an acceptable manner.
no one can call me crazy
if i divide my thoughts
by lines and verses.
no one can call me hateful
if i use creativity while wishing curses.
of course this
form is a platform to reach others,
but in order to climb the stairs to get on stage to [...]

To Paint Humanity

Posted by: Farah on: July 9, 2008

*Written July 6, 2008*
i had a dream that God told me to paint humanity–
take my life and use it as an instrument
to capture all the colors of his children,
so i start this mission with me:
i explore the deepest blacks of my people,
the darkness of drum beats and culture coursing through my veins,
the brown of skin [...]

Job Interview

Posted by: Farah on: July 9, 2008

*Written July 2, 2008*
forced to hide a part of my identity as if i had a deadly disease,
i smile, divert subjects that would lead to a litany of lists
of how that passion really is my life.
but let me quiet that and explain just how much i am excited to be here,
how suited i am for [...]


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